GARDEN CITY: Alesha Dixon admits she was never very maternal. The 35-year-old singer is surprised by how much she loves being a mother to her five-month-old daughter Azura because she never really had a desire to have a baby. She said: ‘’Every day, I look at Azura and I think, ‘I can’t believe she’s mine.’ I feel so lucky. I was never the most maternal one of my friends, but I’ve surprised myself with how much I love being a mum.’’ The brunette beauty hates being away from the youngster when she carries out her judging duties on ‘Britain’s Got Talent’.–ES