Sameer Yasir    -   The plight of a 19-month-old child who suffered severe eye injuries after being hit by a pellet gun fired by Indian security forces has renewed anger in Indian-held Kashmir.

When Heeba Jan returned from hospital to her home in Held Kashmir’s Shopian district on Tuesday, curious neighbours, many of them small children, had gathered to see the “youngest victim” of pellet-induced eye injuries.

“What has happened to you, my doll,” Amina Rather, a neighbour said to Heeba, as she planted a kiss on her red cheeks. “Leave me,” Heeba cried, trying to rub her injured right eye with her small hands. Her mother, Marsala Jan, pushed her hands away.

Minutes later, her mother declared to the room full of visitors that her daughter was due for more eye surgery on Wednesday. Her announcement was met with grief-filled sighs and prayers for recovery.

Doctors say Heeba will need many operations. “We can only assess her damaged eye after a second surgery,” Saleem Tak, the head of the ophthalmology department of the hospital that treated Heeba, told BBC.

There is a chance that she may lose most of the vision in that eye.

Images of the injuries caused to the 19-month-old girl have renewed public anger in the Muslim-majority region.

The widespread use of pellet guns against protesters in recent years has led to an estimated 3,000 people in the region sustaining eye injuries - locals call it a “dead eye epidemic”.

Despite the public anger, Indian security forces have stepped up their use of pellet guns.

On Sunday, Heeba was playing in her home with her elder brother when locals from her village clashed with Indian forces going after six fighters trapped in the nearby village of Kapran. They were later killed.

As the number of protesters swelled, the area reverberated with anti-India slogans and security forces fired tear gas shells to disperse the crowd. The clashes moved to within a few hundred metres from the entrance of Heeba Jan’s house.

“I was preparing breakfast when I started coughing furiously. Greyish smoke from the tear gas shells had entered the house. Every passing minute made the air more unbreathable,” said her mother, who was alone in the house with her two children. “Heeba started vomiting and my five-year-old son was struggling to breathe.”

As the condition of her children worsened, Ms Jan took Heeba in her arms, held the hand of her son, Shahdat, and ran outside, only to find herself trapped in the middle of the chaos.

“I saw forces firing towards us, so I pulled my son behind me and covered Heeba’s face with my hand,” Ms Jan told BBC.

Three pellets fired by a soldier in her direction hit Ms Jan’s hand but one still perforated Heeba’s right eye.

“Muma, tout [mother, it’s burning],” Heeba screamed, blood oozing out of her eye. Ms Jan then passed out. She only regained consciousness while travelling in an ambulance from her village to a hospital in the state capital Srinagar and saw her neighbours surrounding her.

“Mein tche dag [I am in pain],” Heeba consistently told her mother in broken toddler language. While at the hospital, her mother would often break down, walking from one corner of the ward to another. She had even got a packet of candies, her daughter’s favourite, but Heeba refused them, asking everyone to leave her alone.

The State Human Rights Commission has registered 3,800 cases of pellet injuries and blinding since 2016, “but there are hundreds who, because of the fear of [security] forces, don’t register themselves at all,” Mohammad Ashraf Wani, the head of Pellet Victims Welfare Trust (PVWT), an informal group of pellet victims, told BBC.

Mr Wani, 28, who sports a dishevelled beard and furrowed brow, says a majority of the 1,233 victims registered with his organisation want to commit suicide because they have gone blind. “They get irritated. They don’t want to hear noise. They want to be left alone,” said Mr Wani, who was also blinded in his right eye by a pellet gun.  For two days, Heeba, who does not understand what has happened to her, wanted to remove the padding on her eye. Her father, 40-year-old Nasir Ahmad, is a labourer and he was working in an orchard some distance away from his home when the incident took place. “I wish the pellet had hit me, not you, my life,” he said, hugging his daughter.

The incident has generated massive outrage. It created headlines in India as well as in neighbouring Pakistan, with many questioning anew, the need for pellet guns. In Pakistan it was showcased as “another” instance of India’s “brutality” in the region. In Kashmir, social media is full of angry rants against the Indian security forces.

“People might not remember or write about her, but we will remember what India does to us,” Sauf-ud-Jan, Heeba’s uncle, told BBC, as a 15-year-old boy, whose left eye was hit by pellets in the same incident, nodded his head.–BBC